Basketball Nightmares

I feel so pissed right now, I don't even know why.
It just hit me.
Then again, I know why. It's b/c of basketball. I've always been one of the starters, now since I can't even play I'm obviously not one. And it sucks.
I don't think I'll be able to not cry tomorrow when my used-to-be team plays Byng.

Here is a little secret my fellow bloggers, I can get way depressed when the time is right and I have horrible mood swings.
And to tell you the truth I feel absolutaly stupid telling you this but, this is my blog and I really doubt if anyone reads it so I can say what I want.

My friends, they're all about basketball. And you have no idea what it's like to be with them all the time when most of the conversation goes around basketball, AND I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING WALK!

People keep telling me "Oh, well you're only a freshmen." Well DUH! I know. But what you obviously DON'T know is that this year is like the last year I'll get to play with my team. And I'll get to play next year, maybe start my Jr. year, but it won't be until my Sr. year that I know I'll be playing.

Right now, with me friends not having the slightest clue what talking about basketball does to me...

Life sucks.